That night when I was broken,
I woke up to hear your voice.
So badly did I need your comfort,
because of my senseless choice.

I've been so unhappy for so long,
that even my new habits can't repair.
All the things you used to help me with,
now just cause more despair.

Now when I am suffering,
I don't tell anyone what I'm going through.
I am too scared of chasing them away,
just like how I lost you.

There have been so many changes,
so many people are out of my life.
All of them were people that I loved,
who I thought didn't conceal any strife.

I'm friends with a few different people now,
but they don't understand me at all.
They release their hands from my grasp,
and allow me to take the fall.

I wish we could be like before,
but I don't know how things could be the same.
Especially since I feel remorse,
every time I hear your name.

It's like a thousand needles,
are pricking at my heart.
I've fallen into pieces,
ever since our depart.